boy meets girl

i am so sleepy.
i want to go to sleep like RIGHT NOW.
however-
i don't wake up early enough to catch oprah when it comes on in the morning, so my nightly routine is to catch the repeat when it comes on at 11pm. tonight the cast of that disturbing show "sister wives" is going to be on and i'm really interested in watching.
judge me.
*shrugs*

so i told myself i wasn't going to post anything tonight because i know how long-winded i can be, and that coupled with me being super sleepy might mean i won't be asleep until Well after oprah goes off if i start now. but- i'm gonna go for it, what the hell?!

story.

boy meets girl. girl should have known boy (seemingly), because girl and boy share many mutual friends. however, girl only knew "of" him, and boy only knew "of" her. one day girl and boy were "formally" introduced, and thus began a friendship in the making. after some time of corresponding and seeing boy around, girl thought: "hey, boy's cute, and he's hella smart and thoughtful..i wonder what his story is". girl developed a crush, but kept it to herself. she ended up telling a few of her close friends at some point though. they thought girl and boy would be super cute together. but girl did not want boy to know...yet. eventually, it became known that boy also had a crush on girl. sweet! (obviously girl and boy do not put age-limits on crushes. ok?) girl and boy continue to communicate, sometimes spend time with one another, etc...seemed like the perfect *fill-in-the-blank*ship in the making. oh but wait.
there was just one thing...boy had a GIRLfriend. yeap, in real life. boy and girl had seemingly developed this perfect little situation in fake life, but in REAL life? nah son. girl knew pretty early on that boy had a GIRLfriend, but girl did not expect to fall in like with boy. she did not anticipate ever having to tell boy how she felt either, *insert sigh here* and surely girl did not expect boy to have feelings for her!

fast forward 2ish months.

boy and girl kind of made out once. just once. no sex though. boy and girl discussed the UNokayness of this make out session and agreed to not do it anymore. they agreed that they could be friends, as they were, sans the "inappropriateness". *cough*. okay fine. girl recognizes the awesomeness of boy, and boy would be outright blind not to see the dopeness of girl, BUT an agreement is an agreement. right?

then things changed.

girl never expected to lose her friend. girl misses boy. she misses the late night texts when she can't sleep (boy has insomnia too, so it was perfect!), she misses the random "hey" in the middle of the day. girl doesn't know what boy is thinking, girl can only speak for herself. she assumes boy still wants to be friends, because he says things sometimes. things that indicate that boy "isn't going anywhere" (direct quote from boy). but girl recognizes the difference in their "friendship" and it hurts girl. girl is sensitive. boy knows a lot about girl because girl has shared a lot with him. she misses her friend. her confidant. but boy has a GIRLfriend, and boy and girl made out one time. and they had an agreement. now boy is kinda gone. he's there, but kinda not. and girl misses boy.

moral of the story: if boy meets girl and boy has GIRLfriend..........RUN!

*insert sneer here*

girl has to go now.
oprah is about to come on.
and girl loves oprah.